I used to build my own FANTASY just like other little girls.. but having that fantasy BUSTED is NEVER FUN. because of that, i oftentimes feel so HOPELESS. Feeling so shitty and all. thinking that i am a wonderful person but why CANT i be HAPPY.. so sad isn't it.. but that's the good part of life. i FAILED, CRIED, FELT so KNOCKED DOWN but after all the struggles i LEARNED so much that LEADS me to be a MUCH BETTER person.